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Just
yesterday, I discovered
I had been
wasting my time.
And all
these while…
It was a
game played by the blind,
And I had
all these while tried,
To invest my
all in it.
She couldn’t
show me
That she
loved me,
She couldn’t
show me
That she
cared.
And all these
while…
I had been
deceiving myself unknowingly,
Thinking I could
make her love me.
My heart was
crushed,
My reasoning
was impaired,
When I discovered
all these!
My days of
trying to make her a believer
Was gone.
And all
these while…
I was
thinking I could make her
Change her
mind.
Oh God of
love, peace and mercy!
Why all
these suffering?
If she loved
me, why should she go on and on,
Day after
day,
Giving me
false hope?
And all
these while…
I was
building castles in the thin air,
And she was
digging fast to my pockets!
An inerasable
act of foolishness.
If only she
could be,
All I ever
wanted, I wouldn’t mind
Going to
hell with her,
If only she
was transparent,
I wouldn’t mind
sharing my soul with her.
And all
these while…
The reality
was encompassed with lies
Of enormous
magnitudes,
Deception and
agonies of unfulfilled hope.
Love me and I
love you,
Show me and I
show you,
Care for me
and I care for you,
All symbiotic
and reciprocal.
And all these
while…
I lost all
these from her,
And that’s what
hunted me as I laid down to sleep.
The only
reality is to let her go!
Because this
kind of life has no meaning at all.
Views of the writer:
The writer of
the poem “And all these while…” is trying to express a feeling of disappointment
by a supposed lover. He tells a story of how he loved this particular lady, who
never loved back in return but rather decided to take undue advantage of his
loving and kind gestures.
He lets out
a shrieking cry when he discovers the untold truth about his love fantasies. This
could been seen when the writer says - Deception and agonies of unfulfilled hope.
Finally, he
called it a quit and decided to move on with life - The only reality is to let her go! Because this
kind of life has no meaning at all.
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